Weak

I don’t get sick.

(“Sick” meaning: bed-ridden or feverish. I always get colds and cough)

For my entire college life, whenever I feel close to feeling sick, I’d just condition my mind to tell my body that I’m not sick. And then, suddenly, I’d feel much better. The last time I remember being sick was when I was in highschool, and even then, I don’t remember much about it.

Fever – Michael Buble (only the first part)

Never know how much I love you

Never know how much you care

When you put your arm around me

I get a fever that’s so hard to bear

.

You give me fever when you kiss me

Fever when you hold me tight

Fever in the morning

Fever all through the night

.

Sun lights up in the daytime

Moon lights up at night

I light up when you call my name

And you know I’m gonna treat you right

.

You give me fever when you kiss me

Fever when you hold me tight

Fever in the morning

Fever all through the night

.

So how is today different?

Well, today, I wasn’t woken up at an insanely early hour, so I figured something was up. Woke up at around 9am, realizing that my sister skipped school coz she was sick. So being the good brother that I am (lol!) I was the one taking care of her. Cooked her some warm soup, fed her noodles, made her drink medicine, all that jazz.

A few hours later, I suddenly get a headache. And then my nose starts running and I start sneezing. Before I know it, I’m already feeling like I wanna just lie down on the bed and rest.

I hate this feeling. Could I be sick now coz I don’t feel any motivation to be well? Who knows. I’ll probably be out of this slump by tomorrow. Or later. We’ll see.

Well, I could always check in a hospital and get one of these: